2005-11-27 [Unnamed Swordsman]: No, he'll haunt anyone. I really don't know.

2005-11-27 [Yaza]: from the way he sounds i wanna kick him in the crouch that is if he had one to begin with

2005-11-27 [Unnamed Swordsman]: I don't know...

2005-11-27 [Yaza]: it was kinda supposed to make you laugh or giggle

2005-11-27 [Unnamed Swordsman]: Oh, I'm sorry... With him, I take everything serious. He can and will kill anyone he wants.

2005-11-27 [Yaza]: i'd like to see him try and kill me.....i wont go down for no one living or dead, its just my nature

2005-11-27 [Unnamed Swordsman]: Yeah, that's how I am, but he almost killed me.. He could have in a heartbeat, but I think he's having too much fun..

2005-11-27 [Yaza]: sounds like a real prick to me, scaring you to death all the time

2005-11-27 [Unnamed Swordsman]: He also attacks when he sees fit.

2005-11-27 [Yaza]: yeah a real prick of the pick, i rymed thats scaring enough

2005-11-27 [Unnamed Swordsman]: *laughs* ... Hey, you know what?

2005-11-27 [Yaza]: what?

2005-11-27 [Unnamed Swordsman]: I feel like my heart just got ripped out...

2005-11-27 [Yaza]: i feel like that all the time, if it helps think of insane blue objects and dont ask

2005-11-27 [Unnamed Swordsman]: ... Why does it do it, though?

2005-11-27 [Kyo-kun]: anime whats wrong, if you want to talk about it

2005-11-27 [Unnamed Swordsman]: I don't know what's wrong... I just feel like my heart got ripped out and I feel like crying..

2005-11-27 [Yaza]: it makes you think of funny things and forget about the feeling you just had.....oh hi kyou-kun ^-^

2005-11-27 [Unnamed Swordsman]: ................ Oh, Hi!!!!

2005-11-27 [Kyo-kun]: i know exactly what you mean anime, the other day my dad asked me if i would tell my mom not to call back here anymore and when she called i picked up the phone but couldn't do it my heart felt like it had be ripped out, i couldn't breath much less speek and i droped the phone and sat there in tears till someone hung the phone up.

2005-11-27 [Unnamed Swordsman]: But the thing is that I don't know what triggered it.

2005-11-27 [Yaza]: so he haunts you too, kyou-kun? next time think of insane blue objects it helps

2005-11-27 [Unnamed Swordsman]: Wha?

2005-11-27 [Kyo-kun]: have you had any unwanted stress lately, maybe because of thanksgiving, last year i had times where i felt like crying and the feeling was so strong it was driving me crazy yet i could cry though the feeling still stayed

2005-11-27 [Yaza]: huh? you lost me

2005-11-27 [Unnamed Swordsman]: No. Nothing at all.

2005-11-27 [Yaza]: r u sure?

2005-11-27 [Kyo-kun]: no problems? school wise? boyfriend related? your parents?

2005-11-27 [Unnamed Swordsman]: No. Nothing.

2005-11-27 [Yaza]: whats with the third degree, kyou-kun?

2005-11-27 [Kyo-kun]: um...let me think about this... have you been awhile without crying at all?

2005-11-27 [Kyo-kun]: i care about anime deeply, and i want to help her anyway i can

2005-11-27 [Yaza]: oh okay i understand

2005-11-27 [Unnamed Swordsman]: I cried my eyes out last night... But now I feel like an ass and I'm ashamed of myself.

2005-11-27 [Yaza]: never be ashamed of crying sometimes its the only way to deal with pain

2005-11-27 [Kyo-kun]: don't be ashamed of yourself, no matter what you do or what happens.

2005-11-27 [Unnamed Swordsman]: No, My friend, I did something to him and now I feel ashamed.

2005-11-27 [Yaza]: what did you do to him?who?

2005-11-27 [Unnamed Swordsman]: He gave me a relation and I said yes... I don't remeber why or what it said... But now he's mad at me and I feel ashamed that I couldn't see what the relation meant.

2005-11-27 [Kyo-kun]: i was taking "he" ment your boyfriend, but now im not so sure of who you are talking about.

2005-11-27 [Unnamed Swordsman]: He was my friend... I don't have a boyfriend anymore.

2005-11-27 [Yaza]: he shouldn't be, its not your fault, its not your time now to know what it meant

2005-11-27 [Kyo-kun]: anime i have to go, if you need anything or someone to talk to you can private message me or send me a email

2005-11-27 [Unnamed Swordsman]: Well, the relation was girl friend, but I think I thought it was a funny way of putting friend... You know, I'm a girl and I'm his friend...

2005-11-27 [Kyo-kun]: mainly, from what i can see, it looks like he was trying to trick you or something along those lines because if he wasn't he wouldn't have sent it in the first place

2005-11-27 [Unnamed Swordsman]: I just don't know... Now he's upset.

2005-11-27 [Yaza]: im with kyou-kun, but i also knbow that some of the relations have deeper meaning than what is shown

2005-11-27 [Kyo-kun]: why though, i don't see why he could be upset, he sent the relation, now he is mad and upset

2005-11-27 [Unnamed Swordsman]: He said it was how he asked me out... I didn't see it... I'm so stupid, I should have seen it...

2005-11-27 [Yaza]: 'cuz hes a tard thats why, the idiot and im probably gonna get hurt for this comment, but hey its true

2005-11-27 [Unnamed Swordsman]: Why didn't I see it?!?!?!?!

2005-11-27 [Yaza]: see what?????

2005-11-27 [Unnamed Swordsman]: What the relation meant? God, I'm stupid and I feel like an ass... *cries*

2005-11-27 [Yaza]: dont cry you're wrong you're not an ass you're a nice person, this you just didnt see coming

2005-11-27 [Unnamed Swordsman]: But I should have saw the meaning!! When I first saw it, I thought he was asking me out..

2005-11-27 [Kyo-kun]: Kat don't beat yourself up for something you didn't see, i fully understand now, he will get over it, in time, don't think of yourself as an ass and please, please don't cry

2005-11-27 [Unnamed Swordsman]: But I feel like such an ass right now, and it doesn't help that before this, I felt like crying until I died.

2005-11-27 [Yaza]: kyou-kuns right kat-chan you shouldnt beat yourself up over it and there is no need to cry

2005-11-27 [Unnamed Swordsman]: I hurt a friend, that's reason enough to cry.

2005-11-27 [Kyo-kun]: you'll lose that feeling over time, and if you want i could talk to the guy and explain what happened

2005-11-27 [Unnamed Swordsman]: No, I've already told him... I don't want to hurt him even further than I already have... I suck as a friend...

2005-11-27 [Yaza]: you didnt mean to do it and trust me i know how it feels to hurt a friend, just try and show him how sorry you are you hurt him

2005-11-27 [Unnamed Swordsman]: Besides, I don't care what you guys say... I'm the cause of his hurt, weither or not it's my fault, and I have to beat myself up for it. I let it happen.

2005-11-27 [Kyo-kun]: kat, you don't suck as a friend, and you know that even though you cant see it right now, there are many people who would agree with me, we are your friends and we love you so don't say your a bad friend because your not!

2005-11-27 [Unnamed Swordsman]: But I hurt dragon of darkness! He's helped me throught everything I could think of and this is how I repay him? Hurting him?

2005-11-27 [Yaza]: NO!!*getting serious and firm* listen to me its not your fault granted it couldve been avoided its still not your fault and dont you ever ever beat yourself up for it you understand, i know what its like to hurt a friend really badly and i beat myself up for nothing could show how sorry i was for doing and in the end he smacked me not hard but he did it and said never do it again and i dont plan on it

2005-11-27 [Kyo-kun]: it was something you couldn't help, and i've been in your situation, you remember Dee right? i had extreamly hard choice to make, i could have either dated her or one of my other friends and i know that i broke her heart when i started dating my other friend, we are still friends though and even her and my girlfriend are friends now

2005-11-27 [Yaza]: you should care what we have to say because we care about you too much to let you hurt yourself over this

2005-11-27 [Unnamed Swordsman]: But I hurt him, I can't let myself live that down.

2005-11-27 [Yaza]: yes you can if i can do it so can you and i hurt this person alot worse than you hurt him, you're strong i know you can do it

2005-11-27 [Unnamed Swordsman]: I can't.

2005-11-27 [Yaza]: you can i know you can, trust me i know you can

2005-11-27 [Unnamed Swordsman]: I just can't... I won't let myself.

2005-11-27 [Kyo-kun]: im sorry to have to leave like this but kat you'll be alright and so will he it will just take time, i've been in his shoes and i know what it feels like and its not as bad as it seems, everything will be alright you have my word on that

2005-11-27 [Unnamed Swordsman]: Still, I just won't let myself live this down.

2005-11-27 [Yaza]: i have been in your shoes kat-chan and i know what its like to feel that you cant live this kind of pain down but you can it will take time but you can and i know it 'cuz i did it, so are you going to try or do i have to slap you, you know that i'll help any way i can right?

2005-11-27 [Unnamed Swordsman]: I've never let myself live down anything I've done to my friends... I still beat myself up for things I did in the past. Yes... 

2005-11-27 [Yaza]: i know i did it too and ya know what my friends are still my friends, but this is different and if you want i'll help in any way i can just so you and him can get along again, but seriously do i need to slap you?

2005-11-27 [Unnamed Swordsman]: I think all I need is sleep... I'm really emotionally unstable right now...

2005-11-27 [Yaza]: yeah it'll be like that for a cuple of days but you'll see it'll get better trust, you do trust me dont you?

2005-11-29 [Ghost Lilly]: *sigh* soooooo tired.... did I miss anything tooo terribly important?

2005-11-29 [Yaza]: look up and find out, hi neko-chan^-^

2005-11-29 [Unnamed Swordsman]: Neko!!!!

2005-11-30 [Ghost Lilly]: To lazy to read it. and really upset right now

2005-11-30 [Unnamed Swordsman]: You don't have to... 

2005-11-30 [Ghost Lilly]: Ill take your word for it. ^-^

2005-11-30 [Unnamed Swordsman]: Okay.. ^.^

2005-11-30 [Yaza]: hows it going with u two? hi anime-chan!^-^

2005-11-30 [Unnamed Swordsman]: Hello, how are you today? ^.^

2005-11-30 [Yaza]: im fine and a little hyper. ^_^

2005-11-30 [Unnamed Swordsman]: That's good.. ^.^

2005-11-30 [Yaza]: and how are you today, anime-chan?

2005-11-30 [Unnamed Swordsman]: I'm just great! A littl sad and heartbroken, but great none the less.

2005-11-30 [Yaza]: thats good to hear. ^-^

2005-11-30 [Ghost Lilly]: *walks in* -.-

2005-11-30 [Unnamed Swordsman]: Neko? Still not feeling too well?

2005-11-30 [Nite_Owl]: hiya everyone :) how's peoples here?

2005-11-30 [Unnamed Swordsman]: Hello... ^.^

2005-11-30 [Kyo-kun]: Hi nite owl *waves*

2005-11-30 [Nite_Owl]: hiya kyou! hiya anime! (^,^) sorry but i've been really sick all day and last night, i need some sleep :( but i'll be on later hopefully, so no worrie *huggles*

2005-11-30 [Unnamed Swordsman]: Get better, okay?

2005-11-30 [Kyo-kun]: yeah you better go and get some rest so you can get better

2005-11-30 [Unnamed Swordsman]: Yeah, what he said. *points to kyou*

2005-11-30 [Kyo-kun]: *laughs* woohoo acknowledgement ^.^

2005-11-30 [Unnamed Swordsman]: Yes. ^.^

2005-12-01 [Ghost Lilly]: Hi everyone... Im sick too. Ive been coughing so hard that Im starting to get stabing pains in the chest and neck

2005-12-01 [Unnamed Swordsman]: Oh, I'm sorry, neko... If it makes you feel better, I still feel like I'm going to throw up my heart.

2005-12-01 [Ghost Lilly]: Yeah, I do to... I got attacked by glass today too. But luckaly glass is a bad aim.

2005-12-01 [Unnamed Swordsman]: I sorry.

2005-12-01 [Ghost Lilly]: although... it came within less then a cenimeater of my eye... O-o

2005-12-01 [Unnamed Swordsman]: O.O... I sorry!

2005-12-01 [Ghost Lilly]: and a bigger peace flew by about an inch of my right arm

2005-12-01 [Unnamed Swordsman]: I'm so sorry... ;.; I wish I was there to help you.

2005-12-01 [Ghost Lilly]: Wiki look cleaner?

2005-12-01 [Unnamed Swordsman]: Yes, and new drawing..

2005-12-01 [Ghost Lilly]: Yeah from the contest we where holding. ^-^;

2005-12-01 [Unnamed Swordsman]: Why am I not ever informed about those?

2005-12-01 [Yaza]: whats going on?

2005-12-01 [Kyo-kun]: yeah i didn't know either ><

2005-12-01 [Unnamed Swordsman]: *scoffs* Well.

2005-12-01 [Yaza]: seriously whats going on?....anime-chan?.....kyou-kun?......im so lost *sad look*

2005-12-01 [Unnamed Swordsman]: Neko chan said that she had a anime drawing contest and she never informed us.. -.-

2005-12-01 [Yaza]: oh is that a bad thing?

2005-12-01 [Unnamed Swordsman]: yes.

2005-12-01 [Kyo-kun]: woo hoo im on a pda!!!!!!

2005-12-01 [Yaza]: why is it a bad thing and whats a pda???

2005-12-01 [Kyo-kun]: a PDA is a personal digital assistant like i mini computer

2005-12-01 [Ghost Lilly]: You guys. I cant personaly inform everyone, I posted it here. and above under the contest wiki it said in big bold print: new contest being held... -_-

2005-12-01 [Kyo-kun]: <.< *cough* sorry neko

2005-12-01 [Ghost Lilly]: ...

2005-12-01 [Unnamed Swordsman]: Oh... I is sorry.... *looks down* I feel ashamed.

2005-12-01 [kabutali]: T-T I don't know whats going on but I missed everything too. I wanted to enter the contesty! Whens the next eh?

2005-12-01 [Unnamed Swordsman]: We'll have to await for neko to show up again.

2005-12-01 [kabutali]: *hugs* YAY! Anime! Hows you? Been too long!

2005-12-01 [Unnamed Swordsman]: I've had my ups and downs... ^.^ *hugs back* Yes, it has... How have you been?

2005-12-01 [kabutali]: I'VE DECIDED TO REBEL AGAINST THE GOVERNMENT AND TAKE OVER THE WORLD!!!

2005-12-01 [Unnamed Swordsman]: Ohhh, can I help?? I have a few good ways to do that.

2005-12-01 [Kyo-kun]: oo awesome kabu i'm right there with you

2005-12-01 [Unnamed Swordsman]: Hey, kyou-kun.. ^.^

2005-12-01 [Kyo-kun]: Hiya anime ^^

2005-12-01 [Unnamed Swordsman]: How is you?

2005-12-01 [Kyo-kun]: im good, better then i have been the past few weeks, you?

2005-12-01 [Unnamed Swordsman]: I've had my ups and downs, like I told Kabu up there... I'm fine, none the less... That's good that your good.

2005-12-01 [kabutali]: That's been mi plan since middle school. Evr since I found out about their evil plots and these so called 'Laws'. But at the moment I have declared war upon mi counsiler. (spelt wrong)

2005-12-01 [Unnamed Swordsman]: I thought of it when I was thinking...

2005-12-01 [kabutali]: be back in five. gots to put cabbage + carrots in da pot. *runs*

2005-12-01 [Unnamed Swordsman]: Okay... ^.^

2005-12-02 [kabutali]: T.T took longer than five. Needed to do more than I thought. Evil beef of corn. *glares at dead cow food*

2005-12-02 [Unnamed Swordsman]: I sorry... But you're here.

2005-12-02 [kabutali]: Yays! Mi likes it better here, pyon!

2005-12-02 [Unnamed Swordsman]: ... Wha?

2005-12-02 [kabutali]: ?

2005-12-02 [Unnamed Swordsman]: I didn't understand you.

2005-12-02 [kabutali]: lemme fix it. (noticed mistake)

2005-12-02 [kabutali]: tada!

2005-12-02 [Unnamed Swordsman]: ... 

2005-12-02 [kabutali]: still don't get it?

2005-12-02 [Unnamed Swordsman]: No.

2005-12-02 [Ghost Lilly]: Hi

2005-12-02 [kabutali]: hmm. I was basicaly agreeing with you in my native tounge.

2005-12-02 [Unnamed Swordsman]: Neko!!! *hugs*

2005-12-02 [kabutali]: I have given you my greetings earlier, yes?

2005-12-02 [Ghost Lilly]: ... Um... I dont think so. But its ok

2005-12-02 [kabutali]: *ahem* 

NEKO!

2005-12-02 [Ghost Lilly]: ... ^-^ Hi Kabutali. How are you.

2005-12-02 [kabutali]: *Points to above comment on polictical war plans*

2005-12-02 [Ghost Lilly]: Yes... The govrement stole my buttons.

2005-12-02 [Nite_Owl]: (O,o) buttons?? where?!?!

2005-12-02 [Unnamed Swordsman]: There, and there, and there!!! *points to random places*

2005-12-02 [Nite_Owl]: eeeeeeeeeee!!! *hits random objects with a pointy stick* die die diiiiieeeee!!!!!!!

2005-12-02 [Unnamed Swordsman]: O.O. There's one on you.

2005-12-02 [Nite_Owl]: NYYYOOOOOOO!!!!!!! *points self with stick* eeee they's killing me!!! HEELPPPPP!!!!!!!!!

2005-12-02 [Unnamed Swordsman]: Yesm!! *grabs button, throws it aside* there... ^.^

2005-12-02 [Nite_Owl]: yay!! *glomps anime* you saaved meh!!!

2005-12-02 [Unnamed Swordsman]: It was nothing... ^.^

2005-12-02 [THE LORD OF CHAOS!! FEED ME COOKIES!!!!!]: ???

2005-12-02 [Kyo-kun]: oo???

2005-12-02 [Unnamed Swordsman]: ^.^

2005-12-02 [Ghost Lilly]: I think Im gonna die.... x.x

2005-12-02 [Unnamed Swordsman]: Why neko?

2005-12-02 [Ghost Lilly]: Becuse, Im so sick... My whole body is drenced in sweat. and if its not drenced in sweat, then, Im so cold that I shiver so heard I cant even hold stuff. Although Im shakeing really bad anyways.

2005-12-02 [Unnamed Swordsman]: Ohhh, I'm so sorry, neko... *hugs gently*

2005-12-02 [Ghost Lilly]: Its ok. Happy birthday by the way. ^-^

2005-12-02 [Unnamed Swordsman]: Oh, thank you... ^.^ Oh, yeah... I hate asking, but how do you like my new username?

2005-12-02 [Ghost Lilly]: I think its you. ^-^

2005-12-02 [Unnamed Swordsman]: ^.^ So, you lik it?

2005-12-02 [Ghost Lilly]: Yep. ^-^

2005-12-02 [Unnamed Swordsman]: Yay!! Maybe I'll be able to keep it.

2005-12-02 [Ghost Lilly]: Yeah, why wouldnt you?

2005-12-02 [Unnamed Swordsman]: I want to see how many people like it... If a lot like it, then I'll leave it the way it is... But I'll miss anime_dragon24... ;.;

2005-12-02 [Ghost Lilly]: Yeah, ^-^

2005-12-02 [Kyo-kun]: *waves his hands in the air* i like it!

2005-12-02 [Unnamed Swordsman]: You do?

2005-12-02 [Kyo-kun]: uh huh very much

2005-12-02 [Unnamed Swordsman]: Yay!! ^.^

2005-12-02 [Ghost Lilly]: ^-^

2005-12-02 [Unnamed Swordsman]: Yay!!

2005-12-02 [Ghost Lilly]: whoa.... I almost fell over... and Im sitting down oO

2005-12-02 [Unnamed Swordsman]: oO... Don't kill yourself!!! I have to go, now... talk to you guys a little later, alright?

2005-12-02 [Ghost Lilly]: Ok